
Budou teaches you how much you don`t know. It is about coming to terms with the nature of ones true self, warts and all.
You need Gaman がまん to keep going through times of self doubt.
When your techniques feel like they are not working, when you don`t think you are learning anymore, when people look to be improving faster than you, and when people seem to remember more about the waza, history, or philosophy than you, it is important to endure and keep going.
It is in these times that we have the chance to really come to understand what relinquishing the self and returning to "zero" can really feel like.
It is about finding the kyusho in the kukan - Our weak points in the space we inhabit.
It is about peeling off the layers and accepting ones true "space". Often it is a very scary place to see and be. It is hard to accept but, we must not fight the truth that we are seeking through the study of budou. If we fight the truth, we may as well stop or not even begin training.
Budou is ultimately the study of "knowing the self". From this point, we have a chance to control our opponents and our lives, not before ( Sun Tsu ).
We are studying the Arts of War to learn about our mortality and the preciousness of all life. The heart of the martial artist is about sincerity.
This sincerity is not foolishness. It is being true to oneself while feeling for the correct path in our lives. Sincerity is found in nature. To be sincere does not mean to be always kind. Often nature is cruel to be kind to achieve balance and maintain the harmony within the Universe.
Budou teaches us about developing the right heart and spirit to maintain the harmony. Often "white lies" are fine to achieve this ( Buddha ).
There are many good people and honest people. But many people manipulate them. Understanding the spirit of the martial artist is to know Kyojutsu is the basis for survival. Without Kyojutsu, there can be no harmony. The principles of taijutsu ( distance,angles and timing ) manifest themselves in all realms. Everything we learn in physical training corresponds to the spiritual. They are not separated, but connected within the space ( kukan ). Taijutsu training is like a moving meditation that enlightens us to the kukan ( life space ). This space is where we become to understand the breath of nature and the right way to live.
To live is to first understand that everything happens when the timing is right. It is not timing that suits Our life`s desires or conditions, but the timing of the Universe. This is where the kukan teaches us to Wait. We wait for the environment to move us. This is also trust, and we can see the beginning of this understanding of trust when one passes the Godan test. This trust is not about "what we want", it is about the subconscious, the knowing of the soul through relinquishing ones self to the way of nature - Ninjutsu.
道場 Dojo Code
1. To know that patience comes first.
2. To know that the path of mankind comes from justice.
3. To renounce greed, laziness, and obstinacy.
4. To recognize sadness, worry, and resentment as natural and to seek the immovable heart (fudoushin).
5.To not stray from the path of loyalty and to delve always deeper into the heart of budo pursuing the ways of both the literary and martial arts with balanced determination.
Toda Sensei.
Enduring through hard training we aim to develop the heart of the warrior.
This heart is to know that the Secret of Taijutsu is the foundation of peace.
I think by reviewing the dojo code, we can come to see just how important the words written by Toda Sensei are. As Sokes says, " read between the lines". It is important to breath and think deeply about the words and how they affect our lives.
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